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ashes
04:08
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it doesn't matter now
i know it goes away
so what's the matter now
don't you just wish you could run away?
rise from the ashes
i wish i knew then what i know now
just know it's all gonna be okay
everything will work itself out
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mine
04:20
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i know it's been a while but someday i'll come crawling back
i know it's been a while but someday time will heal all our wounds
i know it's been a while but someday i will make it right
i know it's been a while
all day all night i think of you
all day and all night, yeah, i think of you still
and in these defeats i will find my curses
and in all my thoughts i will find you're perfect
but now we find ourselves, in a new world
with an ultimatum, decide now
is this how you want to live your life?
and we find ourselves caught in time
in time, you'll see that you were always mine
it's not about our strengths but the weaknesses we share
all our vulnerabilities exposed, with bodies laid bare
skeletons in closets, i keep them safe in my pocket
and the weight of a thousand guilty mistakes will keep me grounded
i have so few memories but i remember you
i have so few memories but i still think of you
i have so few memories but i remember you
i still think of you
but for now we find ourselves in a new world
with an ultimatum, decide now
is this how you want to live your life?
and we find ourselves caught in time
in time, you'll see that you were always mine
you were always mine
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mistake//all it takes
09:04
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i am just a cog in a machine that's built to break
train me like a dog, lead me to the lake
let me douse myself in hope, wash off a kerosene heartbreak
let the rising smoke be a sign for the new days
this is my heart, as it cracks and chips away
this is all i've got, i can't find it any other way
this is my heart, i cry, i hope, i pray you keep it safe
this is all we've got, until we meet again
all it takes is just one more mistake
all it takes is one more small mistake
you are one last sign tomorrow could be a brighter day
the cracks lay all around but maybe this rock is safe
and if it all goes wrong then at least we have today
and if it all goes wrong, well, i don't care, for today
you're too reckless, you're too reckless
for me to handle
loose lips sink ships, loose lips sing ships
and there, the gamble
this is my heart, as it cracks and chips away
this is all i've got, i can't find it any other way
this is my heart, i cry, i hope, i pray you keep it safe
this is all we've got, until we meet again
all it takes is just one more mistake
all it takes is one more small mistake
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lost in the world
is a beautiful girl
whose eyes shine brighter than the stars
spins tales of upset
broken hearted sonnets
crafted each pained hopeful word
does your heart still fit in mine?
can i still keep it safe
if all the same apologies
keep pushing you away
oh i know, someday
my rose, my only
i gotta be the one who loves you
all it takes is just one more mistake
i'll never know you now
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the wind in the trees
04:08
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i am but a ghost
as i float down these streets
sobriety's a joke
it's the comfort i miss
fill me with toxins, empty my veins
take off my mask, cleanse me in your name
think of me now
as i fade away
run with my thoughts
keep me warm and safe
take me this way
or stay wild and free
take what carries me
the wind in the trees
escape the grasp
of this living panic attack
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patchwork rose
06:52
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empty, grasping, clutching straws
call me nothing if not yours
hours pass, days to weeks
nothing calms this war in me
faces, places, secrets held
to find our heaven, run from hell
patchwork rose, pieced together
live in memories forever
lord my witness, pray to thee
there has to be more for me
keep me quiet, keep me happy
this cannot be all for me
let the waves wash over me
let the sky speak melody
let the waves wash over me
show me what's in store for me
faces, places, secrets held
to find our heaven, run from hell
patchwork rose, pieced together
live in memories forever
patchwork rose, please save yourself
the world you know ain't always fair
patchwork rose, please save yourself
in the end there's no one there
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simulation
03:25
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days pass, i don't hear you
a week goes by, i don't miss you
a month disappears, i don't think of you
a note is found, i don't remember you
a bottle, empty, and a second
to a third, i think of you
i think
i never think of you
guess it's all just simulation
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special
07:59
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if you could just be enough, for once
do you think that would be enough for once?
do you think you're someone special?
do you think you've got enough?
all these people, they adore you
right before they call your bluff
i am not having it today
and i am not having it today
isn't it ironic?
the things you say,
the things you do,
the difference between the two?
do you think you're someone special?
this cannot be it
this cannot be everything
this cannot be it
let it all work out
(once in a lifetime, that's where it finds you)
let it all work out
(once in a lifetime, once in a lifetime)
let me know, i know you're mine
time tells our story, we can't dwell on the past
on all of the actions, that we regret too fast
it's written on the walls
it's written on the walls
and you can't let me bleed, the stories that you weave
make it out far too obscene
and if this is what it is, to truly understand
then maybe i didn't want to know
maybe i didn't want to know
maybe i didn't want to know
thank god i made it, thank god for it all
this cannot be it
this cannot be everything
this cannot be it
let it all work out
(once in a lifetime, that's where it finds you)
let it all work out
(once in a lifetime, once in a lifetime)
let me know, i know you're mine
let it all work out
(once in a lifetime, that's where it finds you)
let it all work out
(once in a lifetime, once in a lifetime)
i know it'll be okay
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when the dream is over
04:48
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i know that god themselves
put us together for a reason
why does it always feel like i'm dreaming?
it's all a dream, it's just a dream
but it's real to me
if all a dream, is but a dream
it's real to me
i'm lost inside this dream
my mind is playing tricks on me
i know this can't be real
it's the parts i know i can't conceal
one day you'll set me free
and we'll be happy finally
a love that's made of glass
unsustainable, it can't last
live in pathetic fallacy
the moon and stars relate to me
sometimes all i really need is some good company
so if that fits your bill
i've got an emptiness i can't fill
nothing seems to make it feel okay
in a world of two there only can be one
in your world of two there only can be one
if everything before my eyes is blind
if love's not real then just tell me lies
i know
it's all come together in the end
i know it's hard to see
even harder to escape
when you feel the grasp
of another living nightmare
when the dream is over
when the time is up
and the sobering truth finds you
your world's askew
you look for a reason why
you look for a reason why
is there a right time to die?
you look for a reason why
i know the world is so ugly
i know your heart is so lonely
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someday, i'll thank you
08:35
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someday it ends
someday we die
someday we return to a castle in the sky
someday it ends
someday we die
we all return to a final paradise
someday our heads will finally rest
and there, your fingers on my chest
will feel like heaven, absolve me, what i came from
all the places that i run, just to hide what i've become
i wonder what you'd say if you knew?
someday it ends
someday we die
someday we return to a castle in the sky
someday it ends
someday we die
we all return to a final paradise
all my plans still have you in them
all my answers i found within
days they fade, and leave us wisdom
the cold truth that slowly kicks in
we cannot last forever right here
so we have to live for today
someday it ends
someday we die
someday we return to a castle in the sky
someday it ends
someday we die
we all return to a final paradise
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for the days we don't forget
the days i couldn't be my best
for the times i'm by your side
for the times we let roll by
for the times it hurt too much to hold on
for the times it hurt too much to hold on
we held on, we held on, we held on
we held on, we held on, we held on
and it all rolls on
(i think we'll make it, i think we made it)
i'll spend my whole life to thank you
all my life i owe it to you
nothing's gonna be the same again
i know it's all okay in the end
without me you'll be fine
waste away to pass the time
clarify my state of mind
it's fine, it's like this all the time
and it all rolls on
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if there's no shade in the shadow of the cross then god don't know my name
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