travel on, grace of god
feeling blessed with every step
catching dreams, ain't got a net
til it's nothing left to get
im gonna say it anyway
watch my moves, no play by play
living only for today
tomorrow's not a guarantee, its actually a gamble
so i put 15 on black and let the ball roll
nothing worth a flex, yeah i show up in the same clothes
grimy shit, that's just how we live
wake up in the morning, open eyes and then i face the dawn
i make knight moves jumping Ls in this game of pawns
we come with force, leave at peace
pain feels shallow, scars so deep
take the shadows, my retreat
follow journey to the east

trust my feet cause they're the only things that work
yeah i made it through the dirt, tryna find tomorrow
stuck in yesterday; i promise
i'll start being more honest
i'll start calling you back
i'll stop being such a problem drinker
never sip a vodka mixer, straight out of the bottle
my mind is stuck on throttle, over coals i never hobble
had a minor wobble when i started mixing spirits
but now my body's lifted, on epitaph my truth is written
here lies a blank space with no name
never nailed one down but they'd reply all the same
with that chapter closed, nobody left to tell my story
but please do not mourn me it's all part of my journey

its all luvv

its all luvv in my eyez

what does it mean when the laugher stops?
lost my mind inside this maze, im waiting til the bubble pops
dancing pirouette on edge of blades
rain dancing for oblivion, im calling on the end of days
shit got me so amazed
how everything you want turns into everything that hurts you
vices got me clamped, i thought i had them in my rear view
but like luvv, it never dies, it only flickers, sometimes waves
blow a kiss, i stoke the flames
terrified of sober mind
simple living so divine
write a book of poetry and tear pages out from time to time
eco verse, i recycle my lines
try to make the message clearer, i just hope somebody hear it
sands of time passing through these hands of mine
your figure, hourglass, gotta figure out how i get back
memories i wasted, im amazed at everything that made me
washed out to the waves and i'm surfing
hit the bowl and i'll be coasting
watching waves makin folds in the ocean
feel my soul washing out with the closest
i've been parasiting, where's the hostess
its all luvv in my eyez
if i dont see it i still feel it
tell me why i still try
to chase it down as if i need it
anaemia flow, i just hope you understand
i've been ducking all the plans but i hope someone take my hand
before im gone

i walked off the pier to find there was no net to catch me
as i stumbled to abyss, walked my path, you took a backseat
and it was cold
when i fell into the river
know i died a thousand times before that moment
lost my path, picked it up too fast and never got away
im still in its crutches so we smokin em to roaches
just to feel okay
but it could catch up any day
a waiting game, a ticking bomb
another minute i'll be gone
i know im not the only one who understands, but nobody knows me
friendly faces everywhere, please explain why im so lonely
a flash in time of stardust that made up my life
made it though my journey know its all luvv in my eyez
and i'll be back again
not in body, but in spirit
i just pray the people hear this
hope that i don't die in vain
but it's okay
if i don't leave a mark
wake up in the studio, i really live my art
lie down in a field, let the whole world feel my heart
sunrise lights the dawn but my shadow keeps the dark
i feel it following, see it creeping
losing sight of faith, im giving up, can't fight the demons
got me reeling in the sober light of morning
another day i wasted snoring, wish i was focused on recording
but my brain turned off, it's always for the best
cigarettes and coffee, only things that get me started
im a mess

feels like im wasting all my time while the light it on
pen stronger than the sword, my only saving grace against the dawn
the chosen one, excalibur, recite my poem
keep the cellar open, wine pouring keeps me sober, dont it?
glasses on, but im seeing double
walls collapsing, im in trouble, then an arm rise out the rubble
give a thumbs up
know it'll be okay
dont trip, this ain't the final act in our play
the days are getting shorter so i shine in the night
i ain't gunning for success but i got it in my sight
scope it out, keep an eye on ways ahead
wake up every morning just to wish that i was dead
where's the luvv gone? where do feelings go to rest?
when truth is all forgotten what the fuck do we have left?
birdsong keep me sweet til the mother flies the nest
home divided, tired of fighting, giving up the test
what a mess

ran out of borrowed time, heart of a mastermind
my constitution can't stand pollution, i've been terrified
sudden death creeping
making peace with life so fleeting
early days, plan shallow graves
ashes lost to astral planes
i lost hope of a better life
got used to pain, it's a motivator, i'm an instigator
dedicated to those that i held so dear
night falls, i hear christ call, im picking up
hope he calls collect, i ain't paying the charges
i make it through hardship but it's not enough
remind myself of better days as i waste away
nothing was the same once i let the powder stay
can't find myself, so i stopped even looking
falling down the spiral crashing out at the first booking
sweating in a bathroom, im praying on the tile
it's childish to think that this isn't so futile
my fate is made, the choice is gone, i run from the gun
game time come along, chewing bullets instead of gum
spit it out, keel over and be free
welcome to my number one enemy, this is me, RXS3

feel i move on too fast
always feels like shit comes on too fast
only days since we were kids but now we're starting out careers
switching out juice box for beer
old seems too damn real out here
facing 22, i wasn't supposed to make it past 11
faced with loss when i was seven, first time that i thought about heaven
saw my life, left paralysed, mistakes i made, can only cry
spent the rest with chemicals they'd said take me to paradise
they weren't that wrong, lord knows they certainly tried
they showed me what i missed, i saw the beauty in my eyes
then the flatline
always waiting for the right time
like contestants on a gameshow, double/nothing, that's the gamble
then the curtain close
know it's over when the curtain close
audience walks out the door, camera off, on stage alone
and a voice says exit stage left
turns out finality my biggest fear
nobody knows that i was here, i'll be forgotten in a year
exit stage left
feels like im grasping onto straws
picking locks on bolted doors, try to settle final scores
exist stage left
all my heroes are dead
im down with the hopeless, only pray that my soul blessed
i exit stage left