there's a nightmare in my attic, ain't no cash up there
behind my vacant stare, your image appears
a mirage of better times when all we wanted was some love
and attention, this tension really got me feeling rough
and all i needed was a touch, a little peace of mind
wish our bodies were still heaven wish that we were still divine
but i'm just wasting life, waiting on your reply
we ended for a reason, mutual at the time
we still remained friends, but if we meet again
we'll be two different people than the version in our heads
that's life, constantly evolving
i'm still hung up on our love, wanna be the hand you're holding
reminiscing over memories
on the daily
wish i was a better me
oh baby
i'm still hung up on our memory
i'm still hung up on our memory
never know when the times up
even when times got tough
i was always by your side
i know the situation changed
but inside i'm still the same
scared, lost, out of touch
made it through, not giving up
i want the world on a silver platter
just to carry it through halls of happy smiling laughter
to shiny happy people don't remember my name
no, i feel no shame, i still play this game
humility a must when you feel love come from lust
when recognise that trust deserves respect, it's not a hobby
be it your mind or your body, can't seem to get you off me
like a parrot on my shoulder, sweet nothing whispers copied
years passed, still feel the pain, decisions made
wallow in self pity anytime i hear your name
i trust that destiny got plans for me, peace under christmas tree, i only wish for you the same
not looking out brand new heights, just want a pilot light in hopes i can spark the flame
old roads worn out, fresh bulbs blow out, im just looking for a balance here, babe
reminiscing over memories
on the daily
wish i was a better me
oh baby
i'm still hung up on our memory
i'm still hung up on our memory
credits
released January 22, 2023
everything musically from RXS3
samples B.A.B.E. by Sault
cover by Zéké Diamonds
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